09-28-09

Midterm season has begun.... ugh.

-d

09-18-09

Yesterday was a weird day. It started off not so well with my CHRTC presentation, I'm pretty sure it didn't go to great. But that was the worst of my day, and the rest of my day seemed to be pretty great actually. After school, I got a phone call from "Mike" saying he got my number from Jackie and asked me to make him a Burberry purse cake for tomorrow ... yeah I have no clue why I got this good phone call. So I text Jackie and tell her she's an idiot for giving people my phone number for "special cakes." She doesn't know what I'm talking about, oh well, we decided to go to Joey's to drink to drink and have a good Friday. A few Super Stoked Vodka Cokes later and Jack and I are cracking up reminiscing about Vegas, for 4 hours! Haha ... All in all, the day started out pretty bad, but turned out to be a good good night!

- d

09-16-09

Well, today was the last day that they may have called me that I got into the SLP program if someone left the program... No one called. Boo. Looks like I will definitely be in Education this year. Hopefully next year will be my year!

Oh and Happy Birthday Maria!

-d

Degree 2.0

So, school started about 1 week ago, and I'm really not feeling it... I would much rather be in the MSc SLP program, but having to wait on the wait list, I decided I had to change my plans, for the elementary education after degree program, just in case. It's fun so far, but not 100% what I want to do. Oh well. I'll keep applying to SLP until I get in, hopefully that's next year!

p.s. I hope I stick to writing on this, at least a couple times a week.

- d

I've Tried.

OK, here it goes:

It's been 4 weeks of me trying to fix things. You've avoided me for all of this time, with weak excuses every time you actually did answer my phone calls or texts. Well I just want to say that I've officially given up, and I'm sad. Not sad because I lost a friend, sad because of how you've treated me this month. Everything you've done is laughable, because you didn't think I would find out about it, but I have. Don't think that the lies you give me hold up to the truth everyone else tells me.

I'm done asking people for help to find you so that I can talk to you, because you will just run away again.

I'm done texting you in the early afternoon waiting for responses that don't come until the next day, if that.

I'm done telling people how upset I am, and that I just want to talk to you, instead I am going to be the most civil person towards you, say "Hi" when I see you, smile and nod, but that's about it. I hope you stop talking shit about me behind my back, because I've heard it all. I hope you don't think I'm saying this to hurt you, because I'm not. I'm saying this to show you how much you've hurt me. I hope you have a good life. Honestly I do, and I wish only the best for you.

A playlist for you:

Don't Speak - No Doubt

Apologize - One Republic

Cry Me River - Justin Timberlake

Missing You - David Guetta

Goodbye - Spice Girls

I hope you're happy. Honestly, because I am. Peace out.

-d

Dedication...

Oh dedication to this, and my plans on posting about my summer clearly did not happen as well ad I'd hoped. Tomorrow is the first day back to school, my first day into my Bachelor of Education after degree. I'm ready for it, but would have much preferred getting into speech path this year. Well they said that I could find out somewhere up until September 16th to get off the wait list and get in this year. So here's hoping.

- dans