I've Tried.

OK, here it goes:

It's been 4 weeks of me trying to fix things. You've avoided me for all of this time, with weak excuses every time you actually did answer my phone calls or texts. Well I just want to say that I've officially given up, and I'm sad. Not sad because I lost a friend, sad because of how you've treated me this month. Everything you've done is laughable, because you didn't think I would find out about it, but I have. Don't think that the lies you give me hold up to the truth everyone else tells me.

I'm done asking people for help to find you so that I can talk to you, because you will just run away again.

I'm done texting you in the early afternoon waiting for responses that don't come until the next day, if that.

I'm done telling people how upset I am, and that I just want to talk to you, instead I am going to be the most civil person towards you, say "Hi" when I see you, smile and nod, but that's about it. I hope you stop talking shit about me behind my back, because I've heard it all. I hope you don't think I'm saying this to hurt you, because I'm not. I'm saying this to show you how much you've hurt me. I hope you have a good life. Honestly I do, and I wish only the best for you.

A playlist for you:

Don't Speak - No Doubt

Apologize - One Republic

Cry Me River - Justin Timberlake

Missing You - David Guetta

Goodbye - Spice Girls

I hope you're happy. Honestly, because I am. Peace out.

-d